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Take up your positions; stand firm and see the deliverance the Lord will give you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Go out to face them tomorrow, and the Lord will be with you. 2 Chronicles 20:17

Soul Anchor: Taking A Stand .. Camp '09!

God is soooo goooood! I can't even explain it!

Yayuh

Guard starts next week.
I'm gonna miss the first 2 days of practice.
Going camping with fam&cousins from july 3-5
Going to youth camp from july 6-10
Atsina's birthday july 11
Whooo, gonna be a busy&tiring few days!

Rico called me the other night like at 12 and put me on the line with him & Jan.. then, jan hung up, we called lorenzo, he didnt pick up.. then called darren.. rico hung up like at 3.. and i stayed on the phone with dinosaur til 5 O_0 It was actually a decent phonecall, I thought it would be boring. I was surprised. But yeah, he's cool. But, didn't really feel anything, i think i just like the company. Just an update. Wassup with you man? Havent talked to you in hecka long! hahah. I know youre busy though, staaay doin that and having fun! :)





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I am..

REFRESHED.

Let's doo this. It's really different this time around.




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Breaking out :[

Megan Fox is HOT. So, i watched transformers premiere night with my cousins.. that was fun. Then, rented the uninvited and had to watch that again! And went to sleep at like 5.. and my cousin slept over, and we all woke up at like 11. I'm really tired. Hm.. try these delicious thingies called Cheez-its Duoz.. They're so gooood. They're like normal cheez-its just with two flavors. Lol. But yeah, my siblings just left to rent hes just not that into you.. and i'm gonna watch that for the 2nd time too. I haven't hung out with anyone yet! Except Allison. Hahaha. Dang, how sad dude. But yeah, dude you never commented me back, punk! Hahah jk. Oh, I heard that you and Pau hung out, niice niiiice. Tell me how that went.. OH! I watched up already too. Hahah it was really cute, funny, & sad! But, looks like you're up to a fun & super busy summer! That's good dude. Talk to you soon, miss ya!

Good morning,

WHOA, I haven't blogged in suuuuper long. Weird. Dang, blogging is so whatever now since summer's here. I realized that summer's pretty much almost over.. hahaha! Even though it just started.. cus july's in like 2 weeks! And then, there's like guard twice a week. THEN! We have a few weeks of august.. then like band camp. wow, lame. BUT ANYWAYS! Summer's pretty cool, brother's home, so now we have a ride to places, yay. I think this is the latest I ever stayed up this whole summer so far.. and it's only 1:05. pathetic huh? Oh well. But yeah, I'm really tired of blogging right now.. i hope your summer's going great too man! sorry I've been lagging.. but let's hang some time! OH, &dont forget to leave me some space on your busy schedule on JULY 11! thanks! Keep your head up man. Things will come around, and don't you worry. Life is beautiful, look at the bright side, YOURE GONNA BE AN AUNT! :) But yeah, i know it's tough.. even though I may have never been in that situation before.. trust me, things will get better, and you'll get those days back in no time.





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Lalalala..

The first actual day of summer, sorta.. hahah. Hm, it was cool, super chill. Played rockband w/ my sister & carl. AND MADE CHEESECAKE! :) It's still in the freezer tho, im hecka impatient, i just wanna get it and gobble it all up! I've been sleeping hella late, then waking up pretty early, and taking long naps during the day. Is that bad? Hm.. I THINK ... I... KBYE!





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Congrats!

Congrats to the Class of '09! So, that was the longest day ever! I freakin went to sleep at 1 yesterday, woke up at 545.. so we can get seats for graduation cus we needed to be there around 730.. and my dad just happened to break one of the showers, while my sister's friend was sleeping over -_- So we all had to like somehow work that out. So the graduation was cool, hecka wet (WHAT KINDA SUMMER WEATHER IS THIS?!) & then it got hot. Uh, after was the party.. took a while to actually get the party started but hey! it got better & better as it went. Hella people went, I was pretty surprised actually. RICO & LORENZO CAME! :) & they met like pretty much all my fam in stuff ;p Kinda weird at first, but it was cool. People thought Brandon was my boyfriend at first.. until they came & then everyone thought Rico was my boyfriend my uncle even said he was cute -_-" Totally unnecessary right?? But anywho, the jolly jumper was freakin amazingly fun! Lol. Hm.. Me, rico, lorenzo got to know eachother a little better today, good compaaany. And my dad seemed to like them too.. tell me why my dad offered them beer, but later he said nvm cus theyre only 15 :P But, yeah! Overall, it was just a long, but very successful day! I'm so tired tho.. omg. Okay, goodnight, bye!




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0_o

Whoa whoa whoa, UM.. Yes no maybe so. Kinda weird.. turn ons & offs.. going with the flow.







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AT LAST!

So, we made it through freshmen year. & ITS SUMMER BAAABY! I had a wonderful last day of school. So far, summer is completely awesome. And! it better stay this way. Oh, MR.SIMS is the best teacher of all time! So, apparently we're not allowed to make signs for middle school promotions.. cus it'll block people's view. &we just happened to make a HUGE one for Patrick that said "WE <3 PATRICK!!!" And when we walked in, this big mean lady said we can't take it in and so she made us put it on this table near the entrance.. That ruined my day. And we go sit down with Patrick's family, and they start calling names.. AND TELL ME WHY PEOPLE HAD SIGNS!! I was so aggravated! So, i told my sister we're gonna go back down and get that sign! And Mr.Sims was guarding the door.. so I begged and begged if I can get it, and he finally said yes! WOW, MR.SIMS, I SALUTE YOU. Okay, and today, we're cleaning the whole freakin house.. theres boutta be a jolly jumper tomorrow.. ima be in that like all day ;p And WOW, I'm having an awesome summer, hope you are too! I <3 SUMMER!!






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Wow.

So, before my dad left for work, he told me to check the washing machine every like 2 minutes to make sure it doesnt flood.. Well, yeah I forgot -_- It was soooooaking. And it took me & my sister a billion years to finally dry everything up. And so we used my sister's truckload of laundry in her laundry basket to put all over the place.. and a few towels [not fun squeezing out the water out of all those towels -_-] Oh, and that last picture is the garage.. and when I went outside, the water was already going down our driveway. Wow.

I love the weather

I feel mucho better, yay. I still have a cough, but at least I can actually walk around the house now Hahah. This weather is making it feel like summer.. But finals,booooo! Alright, I'm gonna have a wonderful saturday,bye!




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Weekend

YAY ORLANDO! :) It's gonna be a good series. I don't know who to go for tho .. I don't really mind who wins. Hahah. But hm.. I started my menstrual cycle this weekend.. and I have some serious back pain -_- May I add in a crazy bad cough.. and my heads been hurting. I hope im not sick! That's gonna suck. Hm.. 11 MORE SCHOOL DAYS LEFT! yayyyuhh! It was my church's 14th anniversary today! :) That was cool, the youth did a hip hop dance.. hahah,it was fun. Hm.. despite the fact that my health isn't functioning right, it was a wonderful day.




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Game 6 today!

I didn't blog yesterday =O Haha, but hm.. YAAAYUH LAAAKERS BABY! :) Let's see.. yesterday was cool. Tuttimelon with Atsina=) That is some mighty good stuff. Then, Rachell & Lauren went to my house to watch the game.. brought me some tacos from Jack in the Box, talk about mighty good! Lol. Then, we went to buy blowhorns for my sister's graduation at Party City, but they were sold out -_- But on the up side, me & Lauren played Ninja with plastic swords, hah it was pretty fun actually. Then, went to Lauren's to celebrate Dar's birthday.. It was cool, I was fallin asleep tho. Got home hecka late.. I hecka tried opening my front door quietly.. but my parent's door was open.. and they were like "oh, baby's here" -_-" But, whatever, I didn't get in trouble=) Then, had to wake up hecka early today, cus I had to go with my dad to bring my grandma to her check up at 8 AM. Now I'm exhausted. I think I'm gonna go back to sleep now.. maybe I'll blog later again since the day barely started. Oh& I absolutely hate it when I can't be there for a friend=/ boo. Alrighty, peace!




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You make me go craycray

Few thoughts in mind: I want Momo REALLY BAD. My sister's ruining it -_- My dad's pissed right now. George Lopez is hilarious. I hate sabre. I have incredibly bad eating habits. Cavs... no comment -_- Homework sucked today. I want Tuttimelon tomorrow, hopefully that comes through. Aj Rafael's Falling Slowly video is touching. I think I want a cotillion when I'm 18, but I doubt that will happen because I know my sister's gonna get mad cus she didn't have one.. &apparently that's unfair. I have a bad temper, and my boiling point is not very high. I need more self control. I'm so sleepy and just wanna brush my teeth and wash my face already.. but my dad just had to be cleaning my bathroom at 11 PM at night.. Great. Oh, and I have a math test tomorrow, and I'm scared. I'm breaking out to the max, I don't know why! My grandma's staying at my house for the weekend :) Sleepover at my house tomorrow, maybe? That's gonna be interesting. Haha. Oh whatever, I'm just gonna be aggressive and just brush my teeth! Nighty night!





I'm out.

Have a piece of my gum

I will never let that happen again. I think it's bad to bottle things up inside, but then again.. some things are better left unsaid. On the up side, GO LAKERS, WHOOO! Oh, and ORLANDO! :) I'm so hungry, but I'm gonna practice to not give in to temptation.. and not eat so late! Cus I know it's unhealthy to, and what not. Aaahhh, I hear my sister pouring herself some cereal :( Siigh.. I can do this! Alright, I'm gonna sleep before 11, yay me. Kbye!




I'm out.

God is good, all the time. All the time, God is good.

"Whenever trouble comes your way, let it be an opportunity for joy. For when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be strong in character and ready for anything." James 1:2-4

"But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Corinthians 12:9

2 verses from the bible. Powerful.




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Memorial Day

I only got home now .. and its 11:54 PM. GREAT. I'm gonna be so exhausted! I just wanna sleep, but of course I decided to blog -_- Haha. What a waste of time.. but I still choose to do it. Hm.. I ate a lot today, not good. Uh, I needa work out, run, and make better eating habits. Or better yet, stop bad eating habits. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. Tita Chic from church is giving away her dog because she's moving and I'm guessing they don't allow dogs there.. his name is Momo. He's small and cute. AND I WANT HIM! And he's free, trained, and already got all his shots! GREAT DEAAAL, YEA?! If only me and my sister can convince my dad! They're giving us one more week to decide, we can do this! Sigh. Time to sleep. PEACE!




I'm out.

Chill

Went to the movies with my brother & my dad yesterday and movie hopped from wolverine to terminator.. okay, terminator is a waste of 2 hours dude, forreal.. it was like a mix of i am legend, transformers, & the previous terminators. WHACK. Got home at 2 AM tho. Woke up at 11 today.. had 9 hours of sleep. Then I ate breakfast.. then, took a 2 hour nap. Woke up, then took another 2 hour nap. Yeah, talk about exhausted. Hahah. then did some errands.. and did a whole lot of nothing today. Both my sister and brother are out, and I'm left at home with my parents, yippee. On another note, I'm unsure about a few things.. and I had an extremely weird dream.




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G.A.I.A.

What an off day, yea? It was supposed to be good too. I had plenty of sleep, but still woke up late, and was late for school. The freakin peers and action person who did the depression/suicidal presentation in life skills sucked. Lunch was whatever. Guard was boring. I miss Atsina! I asked if I can go to Allison's house.. and my dad said no. I asked if I can go to dance concert, he said no. He picked me up hecka late.. at like 4:30, but Aiko was with me. Then! I got in the car, asked if we can go to Tap cus it was 10% off for Logan kids.. and my dad said no again! So, my brother's home.. and tell me why he's like whatever to me right now. And he was just behind me, and just scared me.. and I think he read some of this! -_- Ugh! And, now I'm just officially annoyed. TGIF? My butt man. Hopefully it turns around. Atsina, where are you man? :[ Maybe I'll update this later, just needed to vent.





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Sexy

4 hours of sleep, hm.. yea not the best idea. Super tired the whole day, but had my bursts of energy now and then. Tryouts were better today. Do we have to wear black tomorrow? Oh whatever. I'm out of ideas. Nothing too important to say on here. Bye.





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What a Monday

It's 2:24 AM. I'm friggin exhausted. I just finished my project, and I have English homework still.. but I think I'll do it during 3rd period since I'm about to crash.. I didn't eat breakfast or lunch today.. but I had a monster.. I know, hecka unhealthy. Then I finally ate at like 730, sigh. Tryouts were whatever, but yeah.. wth man, why do incoming people gotta be so good, gosh. & cartwheels, no comment. I don't know how I'm gonna get through the day tomorrow.. I'm like so dead right now, but of course I had to blog! Hahahah. Oh, and hmm... yeah, I'll keep that to myself ;) Hehehe. GOODNIGHT, FINALLLY!




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Deeeep

Wow, I've never experienced so many questions going at me like that. It's really true when they say people will have questions, hard questions. And I was seriously stumped, and stumbling with my words. Crazy. But, I had a pretty long phonecall with my brother just a few minutes ago, and it was just so refreshing. It really brought me to a different state of mind.. It was kinda like a wake up call. Everything that happened today was like pieces to a puzzle.. and by the end of the day, by the end of the phonecall.. which ended around 12.. the puzzles fitted together, and showed me a message. I needa get back on track. It's time to get serious.




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Playlist

I have this playlist on imeem with only 5 songs.. and it's my "think about life" playlist ;P And I have these loud speakers for the comp, but it's in my room right now, and i have the laptop tonight :) So I'm just gonna blast my playlist 'til I fall asleep. Monday tomorrow.. Make it a great week or not, the choice is yours! Goodnight!




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Three Cheers for the Kitayama Bears

UM, today was a disasta. Hahahah. Until we got back to my house and ate yummy food and delicious starbucks. I was home alone playing rockband by myself.. it was actually kinda fun. I got to work on my drumming skills on hard and expert ;] Lol. Then, watched that show from a while back called Static Shock with that black super hero guy.. I got really into it, so I didn't really get to sleep! Hahahah. But I eventually did and took like a 45 minute nap. Then woke up and webcammed with Allison.. and I we watched like youtube videos while I ate strawberries in front of her face! :D ..and then my parents would cut in and say hi -_- Anyways! Before she had to go, I showed her my cartwheel, HAHAHA! embarrassing much? But hey, that's pretty gutsy, but thank goodness for my crappy laggin webcam :] So it wasn't that clear. I think I'm getting a little better, needa straighten my legs tho -_-" Afterwards, I finally showered, and shaved my legs.. & now they're realllllly soft now. Then went to my cousin's for a welcome home grandma party .. cus she's back from the carehome! :]]]] So that was coool. Ate this hecka good thing that my mom made.. and went stargazing with my nephews and cousins & saw my 2nd shooting star, yayyuhh! Looking at the stars is really peaceful. They really calm me down, and is so relaxing! I should do that more often, especially during the summer. Stars are amazing man. Forreal. And oh! I had a pretty chill phonecall with Cynthia too, so that was tight. Overall, today was not bad at alll :) GOODNIGHT! [sorry this was so incredibly long and pointless, lol]




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Hello sunshine

Alright day. It's a nice feeling helping out your mom. Hm, gotta get stuff ready for an early day tomorrow, sigh. Can't wait to wake up at 6 -_- Peace.




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Time is on my side, sike!

Where did all my time go?! Hahaha. Wth have I been doing all day! I got home ..ate, then cleaned out my binders and organized my messy backpack. And Pauwow called, and asked me to look outside my window, i seriously thought she was outside my house.. but! Nope, there was like some huge fire in Hayward.. and there was tons of smoke, and like 2 helicopters above my house. But, yeah! I wonder what happened. Anywho, I guess cleaning my backpack took a little longer than I expected.. And I got super tired, so I laid down on my bed while watching the Lakers game, and waited til 9 for Grey's Anatomy... but I freakin fell asleep! And I wake up and it's 10:30 somethin. Wow. I didn't even do any homework, if I even had any! And I found out my brother's coming home next week instead, uh.. total BUMMER -_- So I made myself happy and ate some cereal =) And blogged, cus ya know.. I blog everyday, Lol. YAY ITS FRIDAY TOMORROW! Let's make it a great day or not, the choice is yours!





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Talk about Random

Hi.
Hello.
How are you?
Here's a blog for yaaaaa.
I think I write in this everyday, do I?
I have no homework? I think.. hopefully!
I could be eating some tasty cereal right now!
But! SOMEONE [sister] just had to drink all the milk!
Whoever invented webcams are awesome, seriously tho.
I finally found my blochs in my garage, I looked there 3 times.
I might just buy some all black shoes at Payless tomorrow though.
Since my blochs are so incredibly uncomfortable and all nasty!
And did I mention staaaaanky.. Lol. You don't wanna know.
I'm waiting for Real World Road Rules to come on TV.
Since you know I'm sadly hooked on the television.
Just about 24 more minutes to go, whoo!
There's only 21 days of school left!
Well, with weekends, there's..
Actually 29 more days!
Can you say..
FINALLY!




I'm out.

Test of Faith?

Integrity: Doing the right thing when nobody's looking

Went to Youth Alive with my sister today. Hm, I think my sister & I are going to start attending from now on.. weird, random yea? But it's a really big step. And I'm really glad and proud for us. And that integrity thing was on the wall in big, bold letters. Yeah, needa work on that. Man, I love my sister and brother. Forreal. They're always there, and even though I know I can't always tell them every little thing that's on my mind, they always understand, and have something good to say. They really encourage me for the better, and that's what I've been needing lately. Even my cousins, Nadine & Janine.. it was a huge help and wow, I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have them today. I mean, I was straight up tripppppin. And a simple phonecall and some crazy venting, can do so much. Lots of things on my mind, but maybe I'll save that for another day.




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Driving me crazy!

MY ITCHY EYES ARE DRIVING ME INSANEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! & YOU KNOW WHAT?! EYE DROPS AREN'T MUCH OF A HELP EITHER! THEY ACTUALLY GIVE MY EYES AN AWFUL BURNING SENSATION! AND NOW THE SKIN AROUND MY EYES ARE IRRITATED, JUST WONDERFUL!





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Happy Mother's Day!

So after church, we went to this japanese restaurant for mother's day.. and had a lot of sushi and sashimi and all that jazz. And my mom ordered these little egg thingies.. and um, they tasted like fish eyes.. and when you put it in your mouth and pop em they squirt all over the place. I felt like I was eating Nemo :[ It didn't taste all that great either. Lol.



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Eye dont know

It's so real. "Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels." I was completely speechless last night. And I still am.. I'm seeing life in different eyes. Maybe once I untangle my thoughts, I'll blog about it.



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Life's an adventure

I forgot to post this up yesterday. But, I was craving a banana really bad.. and this is what I found. Uh, yeah, gross. hahahah.


The day started out pretty slow, but it was chill. After school was pretty fun. Went to tuttimelon, then dropped Dar off.. and it was hecka funny cus Brandon wanted to drive, then my sister drove, then.. I DROVE! LOL. Omg, I did not know what I was doing, but they wanted me to try it out for the first time.. hahah so I did. Pretty fun tho! I was super nervous tho, I felt like I was gonna die.. and my freakin sister and Brandon were screaming! I'll upload the video later from my sister's phone, whenever I get the chance, it's pretty darn funny. Then we went to the mall, and bought bk and a mother's day card.. it's soooo cute! =) Then, yeah! Fun day. I don't even have a lot of homework, yay me! But gotta work on that appreciation week present thooo ;]




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Who cares?

Alright, fine. I'll admit it. I care what people think about me, which is pretty sad. Like, wow. Hecka going against my morals and beliefs. I don't know why it's so hard, wait jk.. I do know why! Dang dude. Ugh. Shoudn't you stand up for what you believe in? Shouldn't I stand up for what I believe in? How complicated man. This is so frustrating! Life is beautiful. Thank God.




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Mood: "It" from I Love Money 2

I actually had a very good Monday=) Stomach hurts a lot tho, boo. I love Money 2 Finale tonight, yayuh! Okay, I can't even think right now because I'm so incredibly bored.. I don't even really have any homework to do! I think I'm only writing in this because I need something to do, how pathetic. Haha. Hm... I might even consider taking a new myspace picture! Naahhh! Omg, I'm losing it...




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Stop.

This has been a very relaxing and enjoyable weekend, and I haven't had one of those in a long time. And something hit me hard, really hard. I may have realized it before, but it never stood out to me as much as it did this weekend.. There's not enough time in a day.. not enough time in the world. Too busy, too occupied, too distracted. Just stop. For one second, relax. Maybe some meditation will do. Just think. Take a break from your busy life.




I'm out.

TGIF?

From beginning to end, this day was whack. Period. There was no hot chocolate in my pantry, so I frkn had to use MILO.. lame. Who drinks hot Milo? Nobody! I didn't even finish it since it tasted like nothing. Had a very comfortable phonecall today, what an improvement. There's absolutely no leftovers, no extras, nada! It's a very good feeling, I have to admit. I can honestly say.. I am really happy for you, and that's forreal. So, I guess that was the only up side to my day. This weather is depressing. Sweetdreams. God Bless.

I'm out.